I don’t want a perfect relationship.
When I was a child I was always wishing that I would find a guy who I will always agree with. A guy who will always ride on the things I want. A guy who will always make me laugh and will always make me smile. I was always wishing for a relationship with no flaws. A relationship with no arguments. No painful words. No pride. No problems. No complicated status. No shouting and all those ‘perfect’ things.
But when I grew older, I realized that those things are impossible. There will always be fights, arguments, heated conversations, shouting back, hurtful words and even crying. I told myself that maybe ‘it is always this way’. What I knew and what I wished for was all impossible. That relationships ain’t perfect.
And then I met you. A guy who is not perfect. A guy who makes me cry but will also try his best to make me laugh and smile again. A guy that I don’t always agree with but is always willing to meet me half way. Who hates some of the things I want but still will try it. A guy who I never wished for but a guy who made me realize that wishes are like standards. You can have them with you for as long as you want but there will always be a person who will caught you off guard. A person that will give you a relationship that is not perfect but real.
A relationship with second chances, forgiveness, making up, apologizing and loving the other person more. A relationship that go through a lot and will become stronger every time, that’s the kind of relationship I want now. A not-so-perfect-one.